Hayu urang cacaritaan…

will be verdicted on the following three months, since May. Wether I can still work here as a reporter. Or I got to evacuate since this magz will be CLOSED!!!

Well, here’s life on media bussiness. I you cant keep or increase your total printing, then get ready to roll the mat a.k.a get out of the bussiness! *and sadly, everytime the total printing get decrease, it is always the editorial staff who got verdicted! oh, please! dont you realize that you have the same big mistakes?! X(*

Please pray for me if the bad things happened, then I can still survived with a new job on my hand. *for that reason, if you have any job information can you please tell me… haqhaqhaq*

Please pray for this magz to be able to survive and pass the very critic time along this following three months. *for that reason, can you please buy our magz… it is available at the agent, bookstores, and hypermaprts nearby your neighborhood in Indonesia! haqhaqhaq*

I met Mr.X once again!

Its been for two days I keep met Mr.X *FYI, if you dont know who the hell is Mr.X, he is someone from the past who had been accompany me to live those beautiful days in the past after highschool graduate* Of course, we met on the beloved Jabotabek economi train! Well, I haven’t met him since err… two months ago or something! I thought he had quit from the job in order to finish his thesis on college. But he’ not. he still worked at that office as a freelancer.

Hehehe… is it always be like that or its just a coincidence? He looks handsomer than the last time I met him. Fresher, since he cut his hair neat. Or perhaps becoz he wore casual shirt and jeans? For all this time I always met him with he wearing those official office worker uniform with a neat and tidy shirt and cotton trousers. Haha… I dont know!

Anyway, what made me wanted to post this is becoz, everytime we are going to separate *on the train I mean, he got off on Kalibata while me on Tebet which separated two stations* it always that song played on my MP3.

Yupz, Gemala’s song entitled Beda.

oh biar cintaku, ku dengan jalanku
lihat ceria sisi dunia yang terbentang untuk kita
anggap sajalah aku persinggahan untukmu
temani hari-hari yang kini tlah menyemu

Oh let my love, I am with my way
look the cheers side of the world spread for us
take me only as ur harbour
to accompany living this cloudy days
[okay, the translation was awful]

Confue with the lyrics?

the philosophy is, I think the song represent me and him at that time *when we were on the train, Okay its not so that =P* Its on the lyrics “Oh biar cintaku, ku dengan jalanku” Well, let me be on my way who will get off on Tebet Station to go to my office and blogging and I wil let him be on his way to get off at Kalibata Station to go to his office to work as a freelancer.

Then the lyrics “Anggap sajalah aku persinggahan untukmu” are also represented. Coz the *perhaps* nostalgic meeting would only be a transit for both of us. I transitted to greet him so that I can pay what I had done before to him *I’m not that cruel actually* And he transitted to greet me so that he could see what I had done before is a right thing to do *I hope* Alrigh, alright… this definition is too persisting! Yes, I know that!

One more my unpatterned analysis to fit this song with the meeting is on the lyrics “Tuk temani hari hari yang kini tlah menyemu” Err… what am I going to talk about this? My relationship with Gentong isnt in a mien state *if you want to relate it with this thing* and then, my social life with my neighborhood either at home or office are also in a good condition. Haqhaqhaq… so I dont have any analysis for this lyric! ^^v

Oh, well… if continue this then it would just make my grumbling and very wrong analysis about this song become long on this page. But the song is great na? So mellow… Can be used for weekend! Qiqiqiq….

Alright then, happy weekend, fellas!
Cheers ~

PS. Want to listen the song? you can played it in here or download it from here.
PS (lagi). Indonesian version of this post is in here.

That is what I think recently. Few days ago, someone from an event organizer called me and asked me to be their respondent for their research. I was a bit doubt at first. Coz I dont have much knowledge about kids’ world *though I am working on a kids magazine* However, I said yes and agreed to meet their researcher here at my office yesterday.

Its kinda new for me as for usual, it is me who interviewed a respondent for my articles. But yesterday, it was me who got interviewed as a respondent. Eventhough the interview isn’t for publication.

And I say the interview was not easy. Since it is me who usually found some questions to be asked. But yesterday, I had to find the answers for their questions. Thankfully, I could anwers all of their questions. But perhaps I gave a very silly answer :p

Fiuhh..
Its been such a very long time not posting here. Yeah, I was so lazy to update it. Dont know why.
But from now on, I made my promise to keep this blog updated. This is officially! =D

I was calling for someone tho do a help for me this morning. He’s one of my closest person. I do always asked for this help to him recently. And now, I need his help for one more time. But then, he hang up my phone call before I finshed my talk. Though, I have told him what I wanted him to do. Then, I send him an sms saying what kind of help that I want from him once again ith the details.

When I arrived at my office this morning, my cellphone ring and there’s an sms from him. He didnt straightly saying that he cant or doesnt want to help me. But what he said on that sms is explicitly saying that stuff. Its okay for me if his words didnt hurt me. But it did.

He wrote things including some stuff about my family. He’s saying that my family had always had a very bad condition just exactly like what I was asked to him this morning. Saying bad about my family, huh? Of course I am mad!!

I just dont understand why should he did that to me? If he cant help me, he can just say “sory, I cant help you this time”, cant he? He doesnt have to say bad things about my family, doesnt he?

I send a reply to him though. A bit mad, saying that I dont like him saying bad about my fams. He replied me, I replied him… but he never say “I am sorry”

While, I’ve said sory for disturbing him with my order. He didnt say sorry for telling me bad things about my fams!

I dont know what should I do. I do care for him. He is my best friend. He always there when I was on a bad situation. But he told bad things to me about my family just now. A very bad thing that hard to forget and forgive.